{"id":1643,"date":"2010-10-04T08:58:53","date_gmt":"2010-10-04T15:58:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?p=1643"},"modified":"2025-11-02T21:47:55","modified_gmt":"2025-11-03T04:47:55","slug":"prayer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?p=1643","title":{"rendered":"Prayer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Some people pray, some people meditate, some people beg or curse.. but we all talk to God\/Fate in one way, or at one time or another.\u00a0 What&#8217;s amusing to me is when I &#8220;pray&#8221; I do it the way I was taught in church, as a supplicant begging for assistance from a higher power in charge.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>They call this &#8220;coming before God humble&#8221; and I&#8217;ve always hated it.\u00a0 Is it my pride (the religious would say yes) or is it that I&#8217;ve never viewed God\/Fate like a ruler but more like a father.\u00a0 JUST like they taught me to in the early days of going to church.\u00a0 You know.. the &#8220;Jesus loves you, this I know&#8221; song days.\u00a0 Where God is a father.. and well, my father loved me!\u00a0 So of course, so did God and Jesus.\u00a0 So why WOULDN&#8217;T they give me what I asked for.\u00a0 Why would I have to be humble and beg when I prayed.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>As I matured, when I talked to God it was more like talking to a buddy over a Birthday Present wish list.\u00a0 &#8220;Please God, I really, really want that raise, or this guy, or to make this green light!&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Now a days, its like talking to a partner and I do it through meditation.\u00a0 Because I firmly believe in seeing and grabbing the opportunities that God\/Fate bring my way.\u00a0 Because NOT to, is just plain idiotic.\u00a0 This is God&#8217;s opportunity or lesson and who am I to turn away from that!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>So in the mornings I meditate on my triangle of desires with plans and needs and\u00a0 ideas.\u00a0 I was explaining this to someone when I smiled as I realized an amazing fact.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>God is like my Ex or my Kids. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Happy to do whatever I want&#8230; as long as I explain it in great detail (preferably writing it down in a list), walk them through exactly HOW to do it (make that list very, very specific, preferably with me doing half the work as an &#8220;example&#8221;) and supervise them through it with careful observations.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>In other words.. (smirks fate) &#8230;just do it yourself, it&#8217;s a whole hell of a lot faster!\u00a0 See, ya already got all the tools ya need.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>uh, thanks?<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some people pray, some people meditate, some people beg or curse.. but we all talk to God\/Fate in one way, or at one time or another.\u00a0 What&#8217;s amusing to me is when I &#8220;pray&#8221; I do it the way I &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?p=1643\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1643","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-just-ramblings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1643","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1643"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1643\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4505,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1643\/revisions\/4505"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1643"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1643"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1643"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}