{"id":2928,"date":"2012-01-09T11:45:38","date_gmt":"2012-01-09T18:45:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?p=2928"},"modified":"2025-11-02T17:41:34","modified_gmt":"2025-11-03T00:41:34","slug":"i-only-need-one-hint-really-fate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?p=2928","title":{"rendered":"I only need one hint, really Fate!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Its 2012, and just like taxes you kinda feel like you&#8217;re starting with a fresh slate.\u00a0\u00a0 You have this desire to make changes, accomplish goals, or seek dreams.\u00a0\u00a0 Or at least I have, I can&#8217;t really speak for the rest of you. lol<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m feeling the need to scour my house, purge the unused &amp; excess clutter in cupboards, sort things.\u00a0 Of course THAT&#8217;s impossible due to ALL of my garage is in various corners in my house as we finish walls, floors, install cabinetry, etc.\u00a0\u00a0 So I set aside that feeling; looking to organize some other part of my life.<\/p>\n<p>Work!\u00a0 Yes, I can get a little more secure by planning my conference trips and booking all the flights and hotels.\u00a0 Sorting and planning are my favorite things to do.\u00a0\u00a0 And often I let them take the place of actually doing something.<\/p>\n<p>Like writing.<\/p>\n<p>In the back of my mind is my Muse wondering if I&#8217;m ever going to actually DO anything with the talent beyond blogging my thoughts &amp; impressing new <del>men<\/del> people with my wit &amp; stories?\u00a0 This is exactly what happened in college.\u00a0 Living life took over, dancing and drinking was more fun than writing &amp; then I did a cost analysis of effort over payout and felt it wasn&#8217;t worth TRYING for.<\/p>\n<p>Cuz I&#8217;m inherently lazy.<\/p>\n<p>Recently I started writing a little description in my head of someone.\u00a0\u00a0 And it occurred to me I could take my Cougar character Cat and write little vignettes.\u00a0\u00a0 Almost a homage to some of the more interesting and more &#8220;what!!&#8221; experiences I&#8217;ve had with people.<\/p>\n<p>And then Fate seconded the idea.\u00a0 I ran into a fellow GLAWS writer at the Starbucks where I meet many people.\u00a0 She&#8217;s the only other member I know of in my area &amp; since I haven&#8217;t been to the meetings much I haven&#8217;t seen her in ages.\u00a0\u00a0 Ironically I was about 20 minutes ahead of my schedule &amp; by the time we finished a quick catch up chat not only had all the seats in Starbucks emptied but she&#8217;d left me with a lot to think about.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?attachment_id=2929\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2929\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-2929\" title=\"Ram\" src=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Ram.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"214\" height=\"236\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Ram.jpg 214w, http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Ram-136x150.jpg 136w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a>Last we&#8217;d spoke an agent had decided to represent her book.\u00a0 Which was great because she was unemployed, trying to make it in Los Angeles as a writer&#8230; very difficult if you&#8217;re writing fiction and not working for t.v. or movies. \u00a0 In the course of our conversation, I found out her agent quit the industry, so she&#8217;d tried publishing it on Amazon as an e-book &amp; was gearing up to do a print run herself.\u00a0 Because her mother had passed away &amp; had left her a bit.\u00a0 (Robin is a VERY Aspergers female and delivered all this deadpan!)\u00a0 I&#8217;m going from &#8220;damn agent!&#8221; to &#8220;sounds great!&#8221; to &#8220;Oh my condolences&#8221;!<\/p>\n<p>But I wrote down her suggested links and forums, got my Iced Macchiatto <em>(&amp; lemon pound cake.. don&#8217;t tell my diet!!!)<\/em> and pondered it a bit while I waited.<\/p>\n<p>The Cat Vignette idea had merit.\u00a0 I have a blog &amp; FB friends as an audience.\u00a0 Romance no doubt sells way better than some other genres on Amazon, etc.\u00a0\u00a0 And in all my planning I haven&#8217;t set aside a single day, hour, moment to actually write some pages.\u00a0 It&#8217;s all been surface research, plot outline, character definition&#8230;. basically procrastinating the dive into full immersion with surface skimming.<\/p>\n<p>And it needs to stop.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2930\" style=\"width: 209px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?attachment_id=2930\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2930\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2930\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2930\" title=\"Aries\" src=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Aries.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"199\" height=\"253\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Aries.jpg 199w, http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Aries-117x150.jpg 117w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 199px) 100vw, 199px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2930\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">This is soo ME<\/p><\/div>\n<p>I&#8217;m an Aries.\u00a0 We are the Ram.\u00a0 We plan, we strive, but we are at our best when we LEAP.<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;re really good at balancing quick, scouring the landscape and leaping again if necessary.\u00a0 We&#8217;re also good at picking ourselves up from a tumble &amp; gathering up the nuggets of gold we discover we&#8217;ve dislodged.\u00a0 Cuts, bruises, etc will heal&#8230; what have we gained &amp; learned &amp; where will we go next is our focus.<\/p>\n<p>In 4 months I&#8217;ll be 49&#8230; time to stop NOT achieving ALL that&#8217;s possible for me.<\/p>\n<p>Time to Leap.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Its 2012, and just like taxes you kinda feel like you&#8217;re starting with a fresh slate.\u00a0\u00a0 You have this desire to make changes, accomplish goals, or seek dreams.\u00a0\u00a0 Or at least I have, I can&#8217;t really speak for the rest &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/?p=2928\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2928","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2928","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2928"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2928\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2991,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2928\/revisions\/2991"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2928"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2928"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heatherbarton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2928"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}