Okay, I’ve been trying to integrate meditation (funny I accidentally spelled that medication… is my subconscious trying to tell me something?!) and visualization into my daily life. I’ve been reading the blog of Stephen Barnes and I put my goals into three categories. And into a triangle format, like suggested.
And here’s basically what happened.
Three most important things I’d like to focus on. Well, that’s fairly easy… Money, Time and… and.. hmmmm… not much beyond Money and Time! No wait, I think I can come up with one more… lets see, um… g0tta fit my writing in there somehow. How about… Expression.
Okay.. my Money side generated its own triangle. This new triangle consisted of my current work at Geddes, a 2nd job and Cutting Expenses. Geddes generated its own triangle of New DVD, Upgrade Website to 2010, Market to Parents… ALL three of which generated their own triangles! Second job triangles out into Legal Secretary, Sell Writing and “unknown?” (Hey, I’m open to possibilities! Boy, I wish prostitution were legal.. I could make a ton!)
Mentioning selling my writing on a triangle linked right into Expression which triangled out into Writing, Stand Up Comedy and Professional Dating Coach! The Writing triangles out into Work on Cat, Start the Multiverse Romance series and/or Write the How To Online Date book.
Which links with a curvy line to my Time side. Because currently my Time is a triangle of Work, Kids & Me time. Since there are three kids, those triangle obviously into each kid and luckily they’re pretty self- sufficient… although each kid has his own triangle of “needs to work on” stuff. (Sheesh its endless!) But the divorce, with its 50% custody, might actually enable the time necessary to accomplish the other goals.. even while it makes the money goal more insistent!
Anyway… I’d meditate on these triangles which begat triangles and more triangles and after a bit I realized I’d strayed. So I mentally pulled back and looked at my visualization.. and saw this!
Holy shit, are these goals or a Maze!?!
Funny thing is.. every day I do this something good happens. Usually I meditate on my job and money and no lie.. almost every day I focus this energy on bringing money in… we get a big order.
My girlfriends wants me to start playing the lottery!