As most know I’ve finally gotten that overwhelming itch scratched 😉 And I’ve been fascinated watching how long it lasts and the difference it makes day to day through the month.
Of course there are too many variable factors to make any accurate assumptions permanently… how sated was I…. how much mental adoration preceded it… how close or far was I from ovulation or menstruation.
But today was very interesting. It’s been almost a week since I’d been languidly satisfied and I was just coming off the menstrual cycle (which actually thrilled one guy… yes, men are dogs… Good Puppy!) Anyway, for the last days I haven’t had the overwhelming urges that have plagued me for months. As enjoyable as they are (!) its distracting to be so obsessed with sex.
And then today as I was driving I could feel my libido wake up from her sated passed out state. I know I’m due to ovulate Sunday and I know that’s when I’m at my peak of sexual desire, but it surprised me to feel the beginning of the process.
It was fascinating to feel my fingers itch to caress and touch… the thoughts running through my head of the body parts I wanted to enjoy and explore. My libido brought up several fantasy scenarios and pictured many candidates for selection and I could feel my attention focus on that. Felt it pull away from thoughts of work and kids and world building my next series or changing Cat to make her ready for publication.
And I knew today’s lunch date was going to get all that packed into a look as I frankly assessed him for a sexual encounter. I’ve given that look accidentally to a casual acquaintance once and he followed me around for months hoping I’d take him to bed.
While all this was going on this morning, I felt a part of me separate from it, noticing it, observing it, chuckling over the hot writhing woman on the bed inside me as I assured her Friday was only a day away!
“But we’ll be in San Diego on Saturday,” she whined back, “A whole night wasted visiting the sister!”
Well, there’s always the online fun!